being 25th



Oh girl
You lead such a depressed life
You don’t let the sun come,
Closing the curtain
Stay inside your blanket
Nothing can fulfil your hunger
Neither your thirst
Everything seems wrong

What’s wrong with you
You build an imaginary world
Where you can shine the most
You have the castle with million guards
Where the rainbow stays forever
You are hoping that’s the world and your world will be reversed


Oh girl
You are 25
Yet you are nothing
You are far away from accomplishment
You don’t even have a dream
You don’t have ambition
You don’t know what are you and what you want
Why you are like that

Oh girl
You used to be an optimist
But you feel like you are being trapped in reality
You lost the timing to be yourself
Blaming the world is the only way to escape from guiltiness 

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_MKJY4vAc5o 
this song is suuitable to my mood like now
a situation where I want to run away from the world
to the place where no one know me
where i can be myself without holding any responsibility
I just want to be me, the selfish me






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