who am I



I try to close my eyes
Deluding myself
Everything is fine
The world is smiling
Nothing bad happened to us

The selfish me always looking for an escape
The easy life
The happy path
But, deep down there,
I know my place
I recognize the trouble
I experienced the anxiety

My chest is heavy with worries
The oxygen in my brain seems limited
But, that’s not the case
The nurse is smirking
Saying I’m okay
Nothing troubled with my body
Stop looking for an excuse

I think I know myself
I know my best and my worst
But people saying different things about me
They describe someone unfamiliar
So, who is me
Who am I
Does someone else live in my body unknowingly
Someone who interact the most with people outside



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